So I'm on vacation, minding my own business for the most part, trying to figure things out, quiet the various demons in my mind, and all that good stuff, right? Then tonight I get a phone call that I never expected to get, which goes and upsets the whole apple cart. I don't know if this puts me back at square one or just expands my options, but right now I'm smart enough to know that it's 3:20 am and I've had more than a few Yuenglings so I'm not going to put too much thought to it or try and make any decisions.
But still, this has really knocked me for a loop and changed the way I'm looking at things, and that in and of itself is probably a very big signal. With my current turbulent state of mental affairs, who knows what's going to happen? I just know that if I'm actually going to test these waters, I have to be absolutely clear about how I feel, what I want, and what I need (not to mention what went wrong) before I go diving in. So if you see a man drowning, make sure to throw him a life preserver.
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Dude - can't wait to see you tonight. Hmmmm...
~Natalie
Agreed! Good times will be had. See you in a bit!
welcome back! call me later so we can discuss. i've had an interesting week as well....xo j
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